This is Her soul into which your looking Scarred by the storms of her life Which protected What's inside Cosmic stars Glitter Horizons Psychic Vampires That wanted her mind Tried to make her a victim Clever defelection Bloodlust lies Clinging to something beautiful Butterfly Blue Skies Zodiac warrior floating To an infinite orgasmic nexxus Insanity the cruel razor slicing Forever ripping her soul Releasing the ghost The ghost of her Her ghost is seen The ghost inside The ghost that haunts her mind
This is the story of the lost and the damned Loved nobody and misplaced their faith Sold their souls so their integrity got slammed A few were kinda dark and cool But mostly they were crazy and kinda scary If you thought they considered you a friend you were a fool {and one was a serious closet fairy} For them the world was a cruel shade of blue Reckoning their sins came at a very high cost More than this outlaw crew Could stand to bare, being so cursed and lost I am not sure if they ever came to realize They were the reason for their own demise But really they long ago lost hope They were just too fucking broke and strung out on dope Bad Billy peed on the wall LaLa & Greg ran from the law And really that is what started it all:
JT did wicked tattoos Or sold poetry in smoke, you choose Jason was just no damn good Started a horrible war simply because he sucked With his friend Stacy, who was totally misunderstood He was a dog and thought he was fucked Mark turned out to be the big theif Jeff would always be kinda weird and shady Stef remained in disbelief To truth.... (and Carla was no lady She was a sneak and a liar to boot) Rachel told endless stupid lies Joe had a job and thought he was cute Sammy's brain was completely fried Big Jamie went to jail and found God Mike was a sociopath, a ZERO Jimmy played leader to this squad Jamie ended being no one's hero Duane was a naked drinker so he had to fight like a pit bull And Tom was just a serious bitch Michelle at least was always cool Steve broke both legs and once flipped his car in a ditch....
This was the crew that made a black pact With Satan himself, to attend the Monsters Ball A frightening and horrible fact To all the world that wished only to see them fall They sent this last wake up call Life was hard enough they wished to say So that is why they met that night and had a suicide ball The music stopped that dark day So, fuck you that's all
dandelions and other things i lay in the sunshine let you inside me colors and pixie stix lollipop screams when i was young i thought my life was arbitrary, now i am thirty-two and my philosophies remain the same-- hey what's today? what's your name? there are secret fears, raindrops and tears too great they fill me never aristotle once said, i meant to quote him here but shit, blah, blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah blah, blah, blah
Sing me a song of the blessed insane
Dance with me, still damned
Long echos of screaming….halls of wasted youth
A poet warrior last cry
Lost in the asylum’s shadow of pain
Her secrets too grotesque lay shattered & maimed
Beyond the hopelessly cracked lie
Only naked sun remains
Innocence murdered in dark
Let the chemicals induce once again
Promise prelude to narcotic hazed liquid sex
Tombed scents in cunt aroma
All the fucking to conjure this hex
The bitch’s vein ripped open by the needle’s
Slit as hemorrhaging forgotten morality
Your words were ashed while whiskey was soaking
In the tender too young yet to blame this diseased shame
Yet you would fuck rational thought
Instead of blame yourself for yesterday
So embrace the dark kiss
Softly upon the bitch’s lips
They slowly poison your mind
With sorrow so your spirit dips
An incubus dream in a jagged unholy wet find
Of desert cactus day motorcycle trips
Rivers of milky tears left behind
Moonlight guides mermaids in demonic flight
Through the oceans of all your god damn lies
If only you actually made sense—only to your shallow mind
Margaritas and bloody knifes of slashed endings
Sucked my summer cool—morphed into soul bruises
Tripped over your ego and slammed into my lost pride
No one wins and everybody dies
I knew that..but you still think you can cheat it
Destiny with hell’s new shiny razor, it’s you who chooses
To lose forever sacred secrets better kept inside
Now your just rancid lust, all frail—pale nothing skies
Of so many missed chances to redeem the bad choices Most Tragic!
Bitter misery of an ignorant son that was too selfsih
And nightwatchers screamed to roast the fiendish betrayers
“Your all swine and not meant for the deeper meaning!”
Ancient truths of Druids cosmic stars
So where does this leave us since killing all hope
Of shared life now aborted in smoked dope
No rockstars or poetry outlaws
Who wished for tomorrows less whores & liars
Fueled by delusions of greatness fades dimmer
The dsgrace washed away with heartbreak and soap
From the reality of the cruel nightmare you finally awoke
Legends still spoken by honor and now your broke
Good-bye wicked sleaze teaser of porn laced
Graced by all so selfish your lost in the
swagger and it’s no joke
Fuck the magic and spells smeared in a maze
Of disillusion pipe dream dew drop of a mentally
Fragile Moon genius who ran for seclusion
Lone wolf of the craft chose the only path
Camouflaged in dolphins and Jedi’s
Ninja’s and coolness. Camel Lights and Mad Dog
Mythic madness saved her. Exit the foul bane
Of the criminal ordinary mushy drain on the nightly news
We all sang “Freedomm 76” by Ween Not Guilty made headlines that did heal
Germanic Nympho swimmer mother to felines
Tormented drummer who stood timeless
On Strawberry Fields
Once Shimmer—now still. We are all liars
Roses & Songs scar our sick skills
Manipulation, deception and phony feelings
Feelings we should but, do not feel— Emotions
Quickly slaughtered or we numbed. So we are kings
Or Queens of sociopathic nihilistic motions
That drive nails in our skulls
My life is rotting, we are damned, it makes me want to vomit
Nirvana is a false song sent that lulls
Anything still good or pure to a deep hole
And the irony makes me want to spit
On the absence void abyss of forever
Since you sold your soul. i
It's too long to wait
for you to stay
so I just hold on
to today
Wanting what I wouldn't say
is what I wanted
you to know
without words
Gut pain
Insane
Same day
Some say
Me
I don't play
So let them
Just pray
For all the words
To call us
Together
Ok? Not today
I thought you were true
So totally cool
I had no clue
That you could be
So very cruel
I was blind
To the infection
Of your mind
The toxic injection
Of oozing sleaze
Pointing to you
As the disease
The cruel shade of blue
That left it's mark
Tattooed on me
Alone in the dark
Adrift at sea
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